Ah Rui's blog

Losing What I Have. ='(

2005-10-25T19:52:00.000+08:00

Haiz. Its been a while since i wrote my blog again. Sorry for my background. Its pretty plain I know. Too lazy to study the HTMLs thing-o-ma-gic. Well.. been really down.. again. Haiz.. my family things again.

Well.. I lost alot of things. The girl i love, some of my buddys, some of my friends, almost lost my happiness, my knowledge of maths[some], my GBA[ gameboy advance =P ], some of my percious things, my best buddy [ Chia Wei Kiat ( anyone knows him plz tell me ='( ], lost control of my money[ tryin to control ] , my 6610 HP. Haiz.. n lots more.

Now.. next year is sec 3, my mom n dad jux said soemthings. Haiz.. they said, next year thier going to sell my computer! ><'' Then.. if they sell, that means the friends in my MSN will be lost too.. Really don't know what to do. Hope they don't mean what they say.

-Wishin all those things i lost, will come back to me.
-------------------Prays Hard---------------------

T.T What i want to b Isn't what 'she' want me to be..

2005-10-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Why.. why is my 'she' always don't let me help people??? Why???I want to help people.. I like to help people.. T.TMy ambition is to become a counsellor.. I tried it in Habbo [ an online chatting game ]and it worked quite well.. helping people to solve problems. Guiding them on how o solve it.Haix.. T.T Now.. if 'she' don't let me be a counsellor, and don't let me go for Art, i am gointo ambitious-less.
Pilot : I got wear Specs.
Counsellor : 'she' don't let me help people.
Artist : If sec 3 i don't take art, i cannot do art anymore, and the interrest for art will be gone.

Cannot Forget you

2005-10-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

After waiting so long i have waited for your answer. Each time i asked you if you would accept me, each time i asked you if you love me, you answer is always.. " Dont't know" Everything happened on monday. I still rembered, it was monday, when the prefect interviews are on, 'you' smsed me, this message was shown there "Hey, stop wasting your time wooing me, i appreciate what you have done for me. I really appreciate it." I couldn't hold my tears, and it fell. [ 1st rejection ] I did not stop, I pesist.
I started saving money, and planning what to do when birthday arrived. Its was like any normal days, the June holidays just ended. It was monday, again. I met her, and her group of friends. She told me to go there and talk about somethings. She said " Sorry. My mother don't let me have any Boyfriends." This time, i managed to hold bak my tears. I quicjkly rushed home. Each step, each tear drop [ 2nd rejection ]
This time i stop. Then 1 day, her cousin chatted with me. She told me not to give out and she will support me, i thought for a while, and i tried again. But i give up, but i dun't know why.
I regretted.
If you truelly love someone, tell her/him maybe she loves you too.

Making up

2005-10-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

So long i have not been writing my blog, as it was exzam period. Wow! Finally Maths exzam is over. My burden and stress is gone now. Left DnT and Art.
Hmmm.. This time, the catagory for Art is quite difficult. Nothing much to draw about. I decided to choose sports out of the catagories. I choose swimming. I don't quite have the confidence to paint the splashes of the water.. and i don't think i have much time for it. maybe during sunday i try to paint 1..
Maybe i might just get high marks.. Haha.. But most probaly not. Really no other catagories to choose.. all don't know what to draw.
=( next year I want to go to art, but mom say go DnT. I know my DnT marks are better then marks and DnT got more opportunities of jobs. But i interested in art ! ! ! How?? T.T

Celebration of MoonCake Fest.[ is it today? ]

2005-09-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

'Ring Ring Ring' my handphone rang. "Hello? Rui jie, today swimming cancelled." Wei Lun called me. "Ok. Then we go out shop." I replied. I went back to sleep after that. When it was 9a.m, i woke up. I got ready for breakfast, and watched TV programmes. Smsing other people as well, as the TV programme i had watched before. When it was 12, i quickly get changed and left the house.
Meeting them at a park, I rushed there, as I was late. When I reached the playground, I saw every was playing. Haha... So funny. Wei Jian keep kicking Shu Feng's slippers when it flew out of her feet. We played and played and played, then we went to Yen Chee's house to rest. 1st time went to her house. It was a nice cooling place outside her house, alhtough it is just only 6 storeys. I can feel all the wind blowing towards me, as if I am on a high level HDB flat. We stayed there till 5p.m and went to westmall to walk around. Wei Lun went to my house to take some things, while Wei Jian joined Shu Feng and Yen Chee to Yen Chee's house. After getting the items, we bought sparklers to play. We meeted Zhi Sheng and went to the playground near Yen Chee's House to play with candles and lanterns. It was really funny. When the fire is too big, we used our shoes to SLAM it.. Haha.. Zhi Sheng is really crazy that time. It was 10.25p.m every is packing up to go home. Wei Lun, Zhi Sheng and I sent Shu Feng home then we went home ourself. Its was quite fun and tired that day..

Its been a long time..

2005-09-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time. I gave up, but i am still not willing to let you go. Your my 1st love, I wan to share my joy and my sadness with you. I love you ! If god were to give me any chance for me to prove how strong my love for you can be.. I can really prove it. No matter rain or shine.. I want to be by yourside, staying there.. guilding you as you walk through your life.
Love.. no words can explain what it means. Maybe actions? feeling? or the way you act? 1 thing is for sure and it will stay there forever.. Which is, Love works in a mysterious ways. That feeling, if its true.. it will stay wth you forever. If its false.. it just comes and goes..
I have created this post.. as I am feeling quite low.. and still tryin to win that girl's heart, and i want to tell her that.. though this are just words, but its comes from a men.. with his feelings in it..

A new Friend..

2005-09-05T09:01:00.000+08:00

So glad to know you. Caslyn, its a nice name. Its special, 1 that i have never heard before. Your a pretty girl, and i beilieve you can find a stuitable guy for you. Wish you good luck. Your a nice friend to know.
You said i was funny, but you yourself is funny too. You sometimes cheered me up when i am done. Though we never met before, but i saw you before.. in your photo.
So, good luck for your final year exzams.. And as a friend.. Hope you find your prince in shining armour soon.. :)

Wei Lian won~~ Kelly rox~!

2005-09-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

Wow~! After so long of the superstar thing, it finally come to an end.. Wei Lian, Kelvin won~! Last concert at Expo this saturday.. wish got $80 then can go.. HaizZz.. ok la.. This post quite short.

The touching story.. T.T

2005-08-31T22:41:00.000+08:00

We3e3e teachers day celbration~! It was fun.. but why everyone look so sad? =( but.. Still was fun.. seeing the teachers get sprayed. Hahaz.. after that.. my friends and i went to give some goodies for our teachers. Then, we went to causeway point to watch movie 'The march of the penguins'. when we were all inside the cinema, the show started. A few momments, tears filled my eyes. It was sure a touching sotry. It touches quite alot of people's heart. Now i understand.. the journey of having a baby penguin is diffcult.. its a hard and trechorous journey.

Hmm.. Fun~!

2005-08-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

Today went ice skating with You Wei and hmm.. should I mention the name? Ok.. YL hahaz.. Was fun.. But not as fun as last time.. Fall down 1 time.. You Wei fell down 5/6 times.. hmm.. ok ok.. he starter so its all right.. x3 YL.. so stiff.. never even fell 1 time.. push or pull still didn't fall.. Come out.. You wei and I bottom wet.. except YL's.. hahaz.. then went to eat lunch.. then went home. EZ-ling card left only 80 cents.. ><" Lazy go topup.. =X

Best Of The Best Friends~~! Zl-Zul

2005-08-21T17:02:00.000+08:00

Morning woke up.. it was 9a.m watched TV programmes till it was 11a.m. I went to use computer and chatted online. I chatted with Zul.. We decided to watch movie.. It was 'The Maid' We planned to meet at 3.30p.m at Jurong Point outside the cinema. I went out first, as i wanted to shop.
1st, i went to Lot1.. its a momorable place.. Every Week if i have time, I will go to Lot1.. Then after that.. I rush to Causeway point and to the arcade there.. For something..[ Only Zul knows ] Zul smsed me and asked " Where are you?" I replied " On the way to Jurong Point " When i reached to the Boonlay station, i rushed to the 4th floor/3rd floor andto the cinema.. Luckily, I made it to there on time. After we bought the ticket, we still have some time, we decided to walk around. When the time is near, we went in to watch the movie.
After the movie, we went to Toys R us. Hahaha!!! Zul really cheered me up that time.. He was So Funny~! ! ! I was sad in the begaining cause of something.. [ The problem is not on that day ] Then we went to Causeway point.. I showed him the game in the arcade which i had been playing before. I told him the reason why i like it alot.. I tried, but.. I didn't get it.. Almost got it.. Maybe its too fat/heavy/big HeeHeex. Then we wet to Westmall for our dinner.. By that time its about 7.30p.m We each bought 3pcs chicken meal.. Another funny part.. We both ate like monster.. As we did not eat our lunch.. HaHaz.. So Funny.. Then we both went home..

3 Wishes

2005-08-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. time to spend some time writing about me.. This will be sort of like an introduction.. when i was about pri 5 i always have 3 wishes.. hmm.. this wishes.. its quite strange but.. i really hope it will come true.. 1st wish is to have a sweetheart.. there's a girl.. which i fell for her since sec 1.. after a few weeks i've seen her, i fell for her.. i confest to her.. but.. lady luck wasn't with me.. so.. i just hope 10 years will pass by quickly.. 2nd wish is to be a pilot.. flying around with my own plane.. with her.. by my side.. flying all over the world.. but.. this wish will never be true.. because.. im wearing spectacles[ but i don't wear it ]. I'm really sad.. and dissapointed.. while.. i haven't thought of another wish to replace this one.. the 3rd.. is.. to have enough money to support my family.. and the girl i love.. although she has rejected me.. but i will not give up.. 1 day she doesn't have a BF.. 1 day i still has a chance.. never give up on the things you want..
For the 2nd wish.. i think i will wish for my studies to get better marks.

Went out~~ Alone~ Lonely.. im Mr. Lonely~

2005-08-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

*click* *click* *click* *type* *type* *type* so broing.. no friends are online.. bored~ nothing to do.. put on clothes.. " Mum i'm going out.." "ok boy" i went out.. while waiting for the bus.. i smsed Wei Lun.. When the bus came, i got on it. i went to westmall.... then went top up my Ez-link card.. then went to Lot1[ memorable place ] walk around.. then.. o.O i saw it~!~! thats.... ><" so cute~! =3 i am going to buy it.. its the last one.. its a must~! So.. i bought it.. then, i went to jurong point walk a few rounds.. thirsty.. i went to the $ value shop. 2 cans of water for $1.05.. So cheap~! When i walk to the drinks part.. o.O!!! Omg~! 2/3 of the shelves of drinks gone~! So exergerating~~! But.. still bought to cans of China Apple Drink.. So gassy~!~! After that i went to causeway point.. i went to top floor and i saw something.. Make your own new friend~ Hmm i though of something.. [ cannot say out ] then i went to the arcade.. everyone was trying to catch a Whinnie the pooh bear.. i tried too but i failed.. ALMOST~!~! then i went to jurong then went back home..

NDP! National Day Parade!

2005-08-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

Study~ Study~ Study~ Zzz listening to radio too.. So bored~ Thurs is common test.. Fri too.. tired.. laid on bed.. then.. Zzz slept.. Didn't went out at all.. just staied at home.. so hot.. Grr~"Boy~ Wake up~ Pizza is here~!" *Pizza~?!?* *licks lips* Yummy~! i went to the living room and ate the pizza while watching the NDP show.. cool man~ the tanks.. the planes.. the jet boats.. 8-B then 8.30.. the NDP show ended.. i felt like goin to Jurong East.. which they are celbrating the NDP there.. why i choose jurong east? because its the nearest to my house.. xD then went to use the computer.. used till 10pm.. then went to bed room.. didn't sleep.. but.. thinking about somethings.. so.. you can see.. its quite a boring day for me.. nothing to do..

Celebration of Singapore Birthday At School~Zzz

2005-08-08T20:17:00.000+08:00

*Rain Clattering* *Wind blowing strongly* ( WOOSH~~~ ) Its raining heavily~! Just my luck.. i just went down my block and saw the heavy rain.. Have to trouble my mom to take me to school.. " hello~ tell mommy come here~" "but mommy doing something~ 10 mins later she go down ok?" "ok" i waited.. then went to buy a bottle of green tea.. YEA~ mommy is here~! she brought me to school.." bye bye~" then i went to class.. o.O Red~White~ even me~~ xD this year's celebration is really bored.. wet whether.. morning celebration.. Zzz not fun at all rather stay in class room do nothing.. Haiz.. the BBSS idol.. wasn't the group i expected.. Zzz getting more boring~ the projector got problem.. sometimes cannot see them dance.. sometimes cannot hear them sing.. Zzz Totally bored~!~!~! Later went ice skating.. so little people.. bbut all of them are very good at ice skating.. skated for 2 hours.. after that went Lot1 ( memorable place ) then went westmall so my friends and my Di~ then went home.. Was quite a boring day.. BUT later goin MARINA COUNT DOWN FOR NATIONAL DAY~!~!~! YEA~!

Multi~Fun~!

2005-08-06T15:17:00.000+08:00

Friday.. woke up.. it was boring.. nothing to do.. use computer.. also nothing to do.. very less people were online.. no one to chat with.. went to eat breakfast.. watch tv programmes.. was still very bored.. then.. Zul msned me.. want to go watch movie? i replied ok! we met at the Mama Shop~ then we went westmall.. we saw the time table for the movies.. no show~ all are very late shows.. then we waited for Dae kyung [ korean ] and William( Yun heng)[ China ] then my day became to lighten up.. =D wasn't bored at all.. we went to jurong point to watch charlie and the choclate factory.. that movie was nice.. but silly the songs can't hear them sing properly.. their voice som low.. some high.. but it was really nice.. mux catch it~~ den we took 178 bak to skool bus stop.. Zul went home first.. i followed William and Dae Kyung to westmall becuase Dae Kyung wanted to buy some books.. but.. the Popular have no stock.. we ate KFC there.. then went home.. i asked Dae Kyung about his country.. as I am interested.. Korean is sort of opposite of Singapore.. in Korea.. common people live in Terrace.. but in Singpore.. rich people only live there.. in Korea.. rich people live in HDB's but very nice 1.. but in Singapore common people live in HDB's in Korea.. primary school's wear home clothes to school.. But in Singapore.. we wear uniform.. ok ok.. hand tired le..
bye~~

Fight~~~!

2005-08-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

Just woke up from my evening nap.. was about 9.15pm.. just watching TV mom was ironing the clothes.. sister was sleeping.. dad was not in.. suddenly.. !#@$#%#$ ( vulgar) came from below.. mom and i rushed to the window n saw people fighting.. Fist Fight~! the guy who rode a bicycle used he fist to hit another guy's head.. ><" sure hurts.. my mom told me not to see as later they saw us.. then come our house make trouble.. and i would'nt want that to happen.. a car was horning cause the guys were in the car's way.. and to stop thier fighting.. 1st time see people fight.. so pain man~ can feel it.. ><"

Another Boring Day~ Zzz~

2005-08-03T11:04:00.000+08:00

Another Boring Day.. Very sleepy.. Last night slept at 1.30am. Helping someone do PBL~~ then woke up at 6.30am.. when in school, kept yawning.. espacially Maths period.. last period of the day + very bored.. Zzz.. Haiz.. Exams are coming..Boo~ So is National Day.. Yea~

Saturday~! Fun Man!

2005-08-02T12:10:00.000+08:00

Wow Saturday was Super~~ Fun~! Went out at 1pm to meet my buddy and his friend.. we knew each other since pri 3~~ Yea.. close friend.. Just like brothers.. =D glad to know him.. ok ok.. enough introductions.. 1.30pm started ice skating.. fell down quite a number of times.. it sure hurts though.. ><" someone celebrated her birthday there too.. so there's foam coming out from the ceiling.. looks like snowing.. everyone gathered at the "snowing" spot.. everyone was full of foam~~ even me~~~! =D actually.. we said that to leave at 7pm.. but we dragged.. to 7.30pm.. then to 8... then to 8.30 then to 9.. then to 9.30.. and... that was the last dragged... after that.. we went for dinner.. then went home.. reach home.. about 9.45.. just went to bath and fell asleep.. when i was lying down on the bed.. i fet as if i am still wearing the skating shoes.. and wearing the glove.. x_x
oky.. stop here.. Was really fun..
I'm Loving It~~~

First Post~~

2005-08-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

Arlox.. This My 1st post.. Glad to use this blog.. =D